7.20.2012

First Round Edits (aka The Day I Freaked Out)

Getting a phone call from the acquisition editor of my publishing company (!!!) telling me they were interested in buying my manuscript was one of the best mornings of my life. Finally, finally, my dream of being published was going to come true. I squeed. I bounced. I cried. I laughed. I acted like a complete, bumbling idiot on the phone.

Basically, I was smitten.

And then I waited.


In an introduction e-mail from the acquisition editor, I was told, This business is a lot of waiting followed by breathless moments of "get this done now, please!" And, well, that pretty much sums up the last eight weeks of my life (not that I've been counting).

Every morning, I checked my e-mail with equal parts excitement and nerves. I couldn't wait to get started on edits, yet I was terrified to read what a professional editor thought of my baby manuscript.

So you can imagine the butterflies floating around in my stomach--who, by the way were apparently all carrying atomic
bombs--when I got the e-mail I'd be waiting for. It was time for my first round edits.

Now, let me say that my editor is not a scary person. In the few interactions I've had with her, she's been very nice, informative, and friendly. That still didn't stop the anxiety I felt over opening her notes and reading what she thought needed to be changed or worked on or even--gasp--deleted.

I'm not new to having people
critique my work. I have a strong network of amazing women that help me with anything and everything that comes flying from my fingers. They make changes, offer suggestions, tell me what's working and what's not. Even still, the nervousness I felt when I opened my editor's suggestions had nothing on the anxiety I'd felt sending my MS to pre-readers and betas.

I don't know what it is, really. Maybe it's that this is a person I've never had any interaction with before. Maybe it's that she's a professional editor. Or maybe it's just that this means I am really on this journey. This marks the first steps toward publication.

And, I'll be honest, as m
uch as that excites me, it scares the shit out of me, also.

Once this sucker is all polished and pretty, once the time comes where my book is available on Amazon and Barnes and Noble, that's it. I will always, always be a published author.

Freak out? Absolutely.

But I want this. I've worked hard for this.

And I'm ready.


10 comments:

becwritesbooks said...

So very, very excited for you, B!! I can't wait to read your book :) Congratulations!

Jenn said...

Squee!! Super excited for you! =)

t_y_r_a said...

So very excited for you. You deserve all the success that comes your way! <3 Congrats!

caren said...

ILY so freaking much, PV! And I couldn't be prouder. <3

Lindsey said...

Yaaay! I'm so excited for you! I cant wait to read this bad boy! ;)

Jeanette said...

I completely agree that that first round of edits from a professional is completely different from the advice and critiques from friends. The editor a) is a professional, b) has no social obligation not to break your poor little heart, and c) actually has a say in what the final manuscript is going to look like.

Regardless, you've got an awesome attitude and an awesome story, and I can't wait to see it in print!

Christina2227 said...

*bounces around* This is such an exciting time for you! I'm thrilled to be included (even as a bystander/witness?) in your launch into authordom. Congrats! I know that ALL the good things are coming your way! Also, I can't wait to read your first book. :D

~Christina

P.S. Your blog is so preeeetty!

jarkin33 said...

I'm so damn excited for you and you have worked hard and deserve all the success in the world!

Xox

yogacat said...

I'm so happy for you, really. I can't wait to follow your experience. Also, I cannot wait to read

JessLued said...

SO EXCITED FOR YOU! This couldn't have happened to a more wonderful or deserving person! Go get 'em, girl! XOXO

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